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Thursday, September 29, 2005

vainly existing

is it vanity? i ask myself in the mirror. vanity to disapprove of one's image, or vanity to not care about the face i've been given? or vanity to stare? reflected i see fraud: black hair that's not mine, piercings that probe pale skin, wide blue eyes confused at the questions i'm provoking. i sigh, turn, and wonder if i'll ever regret these moments with myself. wasteful moments wondering who i am versus simply being. ripping out the studs, pulling out my hair, tearing off my clothes, i run madly into the meadows and pretend i'm the only one alive. dancing in vain with an image only i can see.

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At 5:40 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

"loved" is written all over your heart, sould, body, mind... anything that tells you that it's not true - - that Jesus died for no reason and without a significant effect -- is a lying voice that can be silenced by God's words of life and acceptance... thankfully for us all!!! :) i love you so much.

 
At 11:11 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

" i run madly into the meadows and pretend i'm the only one alive. dancing in vain with an image only i can see."

That's my favorite part...Using "Dancing" and "Vain" together.. it is so contradictory..but works together to create something I see as sort of an internal conflict...I'm bad at saying what I mean! but man these are good Emily!

 
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