my bird flies away
i am holy ... so you be holy.
(snow crunching underfoot, heart palpating)
but i'm an artist, i want to express myself
to create as you do to join in the whole beautiful process.
(wind in ears, cars whizzing by, God's breath on my neck)
i am the Creator; you are the creation.
(creation nearly collapses, collects herself, keeps running)
What about everyone whom I told I was getting a tattoo?
who are you serving; me or them?
(jagged branches catch my hair i scramble away from this voice of conviction)
i am the only one who's equipped to make the
permanent decisions in your life.
(God plants his foot before me, makes me trip, shudder, stop)
and the tattoo bird i've clung to struggles free in the morning air, flies back
to its Creator
3 Comments:
Hey Girl,
I don't know if I'm PMS'ing this morning but your blog almost made me cry =)
Maybe you'll meet your bird again in heaven -- we can focus on creating that which will never blur or fade away, like the things of this world, but the stuff of 'intangibleness'...love, friendships and reaching out to God's children.
I love you!
A.
I don't know if I'm PMSing this morning either... I don't think so, but I wouldn't know it if I was. Anyhoo, your post was beautiful as usual. I'm so proud of you, sis.
Sometimes the hardest thing to do is to not express ourselves, but often this is the only way that the Expressing One expresses Himself through us, and, in doing so, we find the expression of our true self (which generally isn't the first self to seek expression, content to find it in the Expressing One).
em, i understand this struggle! i want a sparrow on one wrist and a willow tree on the other...
here in thailand the tattoos are SO cheap, BUT have deep dark spiritual significance (buddhist/animist protection and curses)
really like what amy said about focusing on the intangibles, which last. hebrews 11.
love,
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