ropes of riddled frenzy

i've been told: cast your cares upon him.
i'm casting Lord --
with every glance, gesture and heartbeat

i'm still caring,
still twisting, my mind knotted into
ropes of riddled frenzy

desiring to help all
unable to even untie my own knots
ease this stomachache
make new this old wine skin
fill me fresh with spring-time air
so i might help and be helped --
without knowledge of either